 JuLiE_fEe |
last year i had a mental breakdown at school and hid and started cutting and yeah people were watching....my best friend was the only person who tried to stop me...then i had to talk to a counselor... =\
i told her it wasn't true lol
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last year i had a mental breakdown at school and hid and started cutting and yeah people were watching....my best friend was the only person who tried to stop me...then i had to talk to a counselor... =\
i told her it wasn't true lol
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Posted: Jan 19, 2009 9:34 PM - Quote - Report! |
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DeaThrash |
i was bored and kinda depressed, and i was think about life how it was, and yea i was holding a glue gun, it was ready and i started to drop gule on my left arm, first everything was quiet, then when someone saw me doing it, she screamed out like no other and everyone was like ''what?!'' then everyone turns to me and like *WTH ARE YOU DOING?!?! PUT IT DOWN, STOP!!* and i continiued like 10 cm, and i left it to dry 'till the end of the day, and when it was time to go home, i took my jacket from the looker and then ripped the dryed glue, luckly not to many was there, and they didn't notice me. so now my arm is black, and yea looks kinda bad, but it never did hurt, at least not as much i thought it would.
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i was bored and kinda depressed, and i was think about life how it was, and yea i was holding a glue gun, it was ready and i started to drop gule on my left arm, first everything was quiet, then when someone saw me doing it, she screamed out like no other and everyone was like ''what?!'' then everyone turns to me and like *WTH ARE YOU DOING?!?! PUT IT DOWN, STOP!!* and i continiued like 10 cm, and i left it to dry 'till the end of the day, and when it was time to go home, i took my jacket from the looker and then ripped the dryed glue, luckly not to many was there, and they didn't notice me. so now my arm is black, and yea looks kinda bad, but it never did hurt, at least not as much i thought it would.
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Posted: Jan 19, 2009 9:55 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Xunluckyx13 |
*sigh* Mental breakdowns are all too common. Only not bad enough that I start hurting myself right there. Usually it comes in stages:
1) Extreme mopeyness
2) Annoyedness at others talking to me
3) Isolation from the group
4) Lack of motivation and/or personable traits
5) Hurried walks home as to avoid others |
*sigh* Mental breakdowns are all too common. Only not bad enough that I start hurting myself right there. Usually it comes in stages:
1) Extreme mopeyness
2) Annoyedness at others talking to me
3) Isolation from the group
4) Lack of motivation and/or personable traits
5) Hurried walks home as to avoid others |
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Posted: Jan 21, 2009 1:34 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
ive done it so many times it isnt funny... I usually lock myself in a bathroom stall and cut myself... I won't do it in front of ppl... The school counselours are already on my case... I lied last time but I dont think it'll work the second time... Since last time it was cuz I OD'd... I try to be more careful now :/ |
ive done it so many times it isnt funny... I usually lock myself in a bathroom stall and cut myself... I won't do it in front of ppl... The school counselours are already on my case... I lied last time but I dont think it'll work the second time... Since last time it was cuz I OD'd... I try to be more careful now :/ |
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Posted: Jan 21, 2009 2:14 AM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
yeah.....that woman walked up to me everyday last year and said "Lifes too good to hurt yourself, right?"
and of course last year i was "in love" so i was always said "yeah your right"
rofl. |
yeah.....that woman walked up to me everyday last year and said "Lifes too good to hurt yourself, right?"
and of course last year i was "in love" so i was always said "yeah your right"
rofl. |
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Posted: Jan 22, 2009 12:58 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
lol, all my 8th grade conselor ever said was "idk"... It was just like... Some help you are lol. |
lol, all my 8th grade conselor ever said was "idk"... It was just like... Some help you are lol. |
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Posted: Jan 22, 2009 8:04 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
well.
they need to practice uhm...helping people
losers XD |
well.
they need to practice uhm...helping people
losers XD |
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Posted: Jan 23, 2009 10:34 AM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
Xunluckyx13 wrote on Jan 20th, 2009 at 8:34pm :
*sigh* Mental breakdowns are all too common. Only not bad enough that I start hurting myself right there. Usually it comes in stages:
1) Extreme mopeyness
2) Annoyedness at others talking to me
3) Isolation from the group
4) Lack of motivation and/or personable traits
5) Hurried walks home as to avoid others |
i have no self control.. |
[QUOTE u='Xunluckyx13' d='2009-01-20 20:34:15']*sigh* Mental breakdowns are all too common. Only not bad enough that I start hurting myself right there. Usually it comes in stages:
1) Extreme mopeyness
2) Annoyedness at others talking to me
3) Isolation from the group
4) Lack of motivation and/or personable traits
5) Hurried walks home as to avoid others[/QUOTE]
i have no self control.. |
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Posted: Jan 23, 2009 10:42 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
me either... |
me either... |
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Posted: Jan 23, 2009 9:15 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
hav you stopped cutting Kalie? |
hav you stopped cutting Kalie? |
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Posted: Jan 24, 2009 9:45 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
uhm...
Not really.. |
uhm...
Not really.. |
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Posted: Jan 25, 2009 1:24 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
ugh...
i thought you did for george?? ]: |
ugh...
i thought you did for george?? ]: |
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Posted: Jan 26, 2009 2:56 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
That hasn't worked out well...
I try... I really do...
But I always fall back to it... |
That hasn't worked out well...
I try... I really do...
But I always fall back to it... |
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Posted: Jan 26, 2009 8:55 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
yea i understand...
atleast you try. |
yea i understand...
atleast you try. |
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Posted: Jan 27, 2009 12:06 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
i try hard...
Ive tried ice...
Rubberbands...
Just crying or yelling...
Nothing makes it better... |
i try hard...
Ive tried ice...
Rubberbands...
Just crying or yelling...
Nothing makes it better... |
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Posted: Jan 27, 2009 9:45 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
yea...i hope you find something thou.
i would normally never say this
but try drugs
atleast it doesn't leave a scar. |
yea...i hope you find something thou.
i would normally never say this
but try drugs
atleast it doesn't leave a scar. |
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Posted: Jan 30, 2009 11:53 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
George would dump me on the spot.
I tried popping pills. That helped. But he freaked out. |
George would dump me on the spot.
I tried popping pills. That helped. But he freaked out. |
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Posted: Jan 31, 2009 12:38 AM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
ohmygod. STUPID
lol sorry
um. don't tell him
wow don;t listen to me |
ohmygod. STUPID
lol sorry
um. don't tell him
wow don;t listen to me |
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Posted: Feb 2, 2009 12:13 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
Lol. I dont wanna lose him though...
so that option is totally out.  |
Lol. I dont wanna lose him though...
so that option is totally out. :( |
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Posted: Feb 2, 2009 10:09 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
wait...i just suggested drugs...i thought i would never do that...
but it is better than cutting i guess. |
wait...i just suggested drugs...i thought i would never do that...
but it is better than cutting i guess. |
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Posted: Feb 3, 2009 6:35 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
who knows I guess. |
who knows I guess. |
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Posted: Feb 3, 2009 8:48 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Xunluckyx13 |
*raises hand* Drugs are a less dangerous alternative. If you know what the fuck you're doing anyways.  |
*raises hand* Drugs are a less dangerous alternative. If you know what the fuck you're doing anyways. :haha: |
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Posted: Feb 4, 2009 2:24 AM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
i cut my self in bioligy once lol... and in the shower at school... those are the only public times |
i cut my self in bioligy once lol... and in the shower at school... those are the only public times |
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Posted: Feb 6, 2009 7:14 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
iluvjonasgurl wrote on Jan 27th, 2009 at 4:45pm :
i try hard...
Ive tried ice...
Rubberbands...
Just crying or yelling...
Nothing makes it better... |
i will pull you outa it kalie...
and just no drugs ffs... ugh... it completely fucks you up on the inside |
[QUOTE u='iluvjonasgurl' d='2009-01-27 16:45:59']i try hard...
Ive tried ice...
Rubberbands...
Just crying or yelling...
Nothing makes it better...[/QUOTE]
i will pull you outa it kalie...
and just no drugs ffs... ugh... it completely fucks you up on the inside |
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Posted: Feb 6, 2009 7:15 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
drugs are worse |
drugs are worse |
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Posted: Feb 6, 2009 7:16 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
George Stephen don't say things like that!
I never hope anybody gets shot! Not you, not Jordan, not fucking anyone! |
George Stephen don't say things like that!
I never hope anybody gets shot! Not you, not Jordan, not fucking anyone! |
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Posted: Feb 6, 2009 9:14 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
some people think differently in that way. |
some people think differently in that way. |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 11:22 AM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
especialy when im really... really not in a good mood |
especialy when im really... really not in a good mood |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 11:22 AM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
I don't care. You don't say those kinds of things, ever. |
I don't care. You don't say those kinds of things, ever. |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 12:55 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
I feel like I'm lecturing my four year old brother. |
I feel like I'm lecturing my four year old brother. |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 12:56 PM - Quote - Report! |
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JuLiE_fEe |
lol but seriously no drugs...
you just need alot of support |
lol but seriously no drugs...
you just need alot of support |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 8:05 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
JuLiE_fEe wrote on Feb 7th, 2009 at 3:05pm :
lol but seriously no drugs...
you just need alot of support |
+999999999999999999999999999999 |
[QUOTE u='JuLiE_fEe' d='2009-02-07 15:05:37']lol but seriously no drugs...
you just need alot of support[/QUOTE]
+999999999999999999999999999999 |
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Posted: Feb 7, 2009 9:43 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
*sighs*... Don't listen to George when he gets upset or angry, ok?
And George ppl are allowed to make their OWN decisions.
so don't go and put them down. What does it matter? Its none of your bussiness.
And thanks Julie. |
*sighs*... Don't listen to George when he gets upset or angry, ok?
And George ppl are allowed to make their OWN decisions.
so don't go and put them down. What does it matter? Its none of your bussiness.
And thanks Julie. |
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Posted: Feb 8, 2009 1:18 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
iluvjonasgurl wrote on Feb 8th, 2009 at 8:18am :
*sighs*... Don't listen to George when he gets upset or angry, ok?
And George ppl are allowed to make their OWN decisions.
so don't go and put them down. What does it matter? Its none of your bussiness.
And thanks Julie. |
i dont know... ffs
im just being pathetic and getting annoyed... but ugh... i just didnt see the funny side in it and i took it to offence cuza i seen the affect drugs have
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[QUOTE u='iluvjonasgurl' d='2009-02-08 08:18:18']*sighs*... Don't listen to George when he gets upset or angry, ok?
And George ppl are allowed to make their OWN decisions.
so don't go and put them down. What does it matter? Its none of your bussiness.
And thanks Julie.[/QUOTE]
i dont know... ffs :(
im just being pathetic and getting annoyed... but ugh... i just didnt see the funny side in it and i took it to offence cuza i seen the affect drugs have :(
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Posted: Feb 8, 2009 1:54 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
its serious to me, but cmon George, seriously... Everybody has the right to make their own mistakes. I might try it if you wouldnt dump me on the spot... |
its serious to me, but cmon George, seriously... Everybody has the right to make their own mistakes. I might try it if you wouldnt dump me on the spot... |
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Posted: Feb 9, 2009 2:09 AM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
no... :'( i dont wna talk about that... it scares me... i dont want to lose you... :'(... u promised me you wouldnt.... i trust you.... |
no... :'( i dont wna talk about that... it scares me... i dont want to lose you... :'(... u promised me you wouldnt.... i trust you.... |
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Posted: Feb 9, 2009 7:57 PM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
i just want you to be healthy, safe... and okay... i dont want you to change... i need you... i love you... you know that your self kalie... |
i just want you to be healthy, safe... and okay... i dont want you to change... i need you... i love you... you know that your self kalie... |
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Posted: Feb 9, 2009 7:59 PM - Quote - Report! |
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iluvjonasgurl |
*sighs*...
I know. |
*sighs*...
I know. |
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Posted: Feb 10, 2009 8:21 PM - Quote - Report! |
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//_O |
this group is not about calling people names n stuff...its about getting along..let andy have his own opinion, george... |
this group is not about calling people names n stuff...its about getting along..let andy have his own opinion, george... |
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Posted: Feb 24, 2009 2:55 AM - Quote - Report! |
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Wastman666 |
bleh |
bleh |
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